Love a Little of Me

Love a little of me,
Till that little isn't enough and you want more,
More of the madness that engulfs my thoughts,
My thoughts that keep turning to you,
Till you are the madness that engulfs me, holding me while I am floating in a sea of weak fantasies and terrifying reality.
Wade through the troubled waters to make sure I didn't drown this time,
Or the next time,
Or the next.
Love me like you saw a shooting star for the first time, like you just swallowed a candle light feeling, like you felt a chasm that wants you whole and you are excited for the possibilities.
Darling, I am starlight trying to fit into a body that doesn't feel like it can contain me.
I'm an entropy that will drag you to your best times, where you feel like you just saw a sea of planktons and thought magic was a possibility.
I'm so much wrapped into so much more, wrapped around you,
Darling, you have a world around you while you seek tiny universes that cannot give you home, not even a little.
Love a lot of me. Love the intense fire in my bones that keep me burning all day long, till the night takes over and the fire is cement poured into the hollows I did not remember I had.
 Do not lift the heaviness, just curl around it till the cement softens and I can feel fuzzy in my hollows instead of screams.
Don't be a gentleman, or even a man. Be the fiercest you, you can be. Be a hammock so that my back can rest and feel like I don't have to touch the ground for a while.
Let my chaos rest in yours for a while, for I am sure my jagged edges match yours, who ever you are.
You don't know it yet, but you haven't even begun to explore what madness can bring.
I'm not waiting darling, but if you love a little of me, I'm sure it can't stop. Your love will flare like a wildfire and burn you till it reaches me. But, you see I have been burning forever, and fires feed all the darkness that shimmer into oblivion.